My Happy Sunshine Corner

"It took me 2 months to fall in love, 2 weeks to realize I cant have you, 2 days to try to fall out of love, and a lifetime to forget about you. And that's all the time I have. I guess I won't be your happy sunshine corner anymore."

For the past few weeks, it took me one person to realize that I am really a beautiful and strong person. Not as strong as Samson, or as beautiful as Delilah. But as strong as the bamboo waving in a strong gust of wind, and as beautiful as the sun ready to set into the blue and black horizon.

This entry serves a purpose, as an open letter to someone that have been an important part of my life.

Dear You.

Thank you, for being there when no one was around.

Thank you, for showing me that I can love no matter what the obstacles are.

Thank you, for making me realize my potentials and making me work harder for a much deserved life.

Thank you, for setting me free and for showing me that there can a sting to honesty, but that sting will awaken us to reality.

I can not say I can stay, nor can I say that I will leave.

This world is too small for us, so I will just let life take its course, like water in the neverending water bed.

The truth is, when I met you, I knew I wanted someone like you. And I know we can never get EVERYTHING we wanted in our life.

One person "lost", one person gained. Thanks for bringing another person into my life. Without you, I could never have met one of the best persons in my life right now.

So there, no matter what happened or what happens, I will remain grateful for the heartache you have brought me.

Take Care Always, my Happy Sunshine Corner. You will always be a sunny part in my dark, cloudy existence.

knowing

I know.
I have known since I first opened my eyes.
The dream.
It was the most unpleasant dream.
But I longed for every minute.
I would love to have that dream again.
You.
If you were mine you won't.
Shed a tear.
Walk a mile.
Carry a load.
Me.
Share the pain.
Drive the distance.
Push the cart.
If pain was constant.
You are my pill.
A bitter pill.
You.
Never will be mine.
Me.
Happiness.
With you here.
Just here.
In my dream.