Here is a definition of the word promiscuous from Merriam Webster:
promiscuous
- Main Entry:
- pro·mis·cu·ous
- Pronunciation:
- \prə-ˈmis-kyə-wəs\
- Function:
- adjective
- Etymology:
- Latin promiscuus, from pro- forth + miscēre to mix — more at pro-, mix
- Date:
- 1601
1 : composed of all sorts of persons or things 2 : not restricted to one class, sort, or person : indiscriminate promiscuous distribution of diplomas — Norman Cousins> 3 : not restricted to one sexual partner 4 : casual, irregular <promiscuous eating habits>
From the root word of promiscuity, I realized that I am, indeed, a promiscuous person. But that does not change who I really am.
I had a lot of relationships before. But unlike others, I treasured each one of them. Each time I find someone to love, my whole world stops. Like a car losing control while you are driving 100 kph at the edge of a cliff.
My heart stops, completely, and I give in.
BUT - when I am not involved with anyone, I lose control. Thus the description PROMISCUOUS.
Am I a B*tch? Definitely. There is no denying that that word is a perfect definition for me. I do not care what others may say or feel. But I am. And in a very weird and fascinating way, I love b*tching around.
I have been a saint before. Now I ain't all that. What's funny is that I think SEX is just SEX! No amount of love should be involved. Of course, this is just my opinion. That is why I do not really care what other people think.
I am what I am. And what I am is a special creation.
I am my own religion.
I love myself.
I am promiscuous.
